“One last time”, you tell yourself.
To try to stop something you hate,
you try to forgo the temptation,
but it keeps coming back.

It drives you mad; it drives you to be
mad at yourself, mad at your influence,
mad at how the world is so cruel
for taking the things you love away.

Cruel that you are in your lowest of low,
wonder how you’ll get out of this hell,
But for now, you give in to temptation,
you tell yourself, “One last time.”